Saturday, August 11, 2012

Reminiscing with mixed nostalgic feelings

Dear to you, yes, to whoever you are,

At exactly 9:55PM when I was trying to remember some things of the past, I suddenly felt the urge to open the old memory box. I saw there some love letters and dedications, one poem of two versions, one rose sealed inside a test tube, one black wallet and three small filler notebooks with lots of emotions  written on it...

It felt bittersweet and strong strange indescribable feelings seem to suddenly embrace me. At one point the past felt like a good place to stay especially when you think about the happy things that transpired. But things happen for a reason, at that moment in the past, you were living and you made choices and you cannot take those back... You are who you are because of the things that happened to you. The you who is living here today is a result of what you wanted back then - for the better.

What I have today is awesome and I cannot deny it makes me happy more than anything else. And I thank God for making me as I am.

Sincerely,

The (so called) Emo Girl from the Mountains :)

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