Straight ahead

everything is a firsthand experience. you don't do things exactly the same way as how you did it before. and that is what makes life so special.

but everything you experience is not totally different from yesterday.

you wake up (same as yesterday, today, tomorrow), you sleep (same as yesterday, today, tomorrow) at least that is what's expected of you and inevitably what you will eventually do. (redundant ba??)

people are supposed to go forward and not the other way around. they are supposed to look ahead and not far behind. everybody knows nothing/no one runs backwards. the one who does is virtually trapped in its/his/her own sick world. yet. yesterday is needed as a reference used today for the future. everybody knows that. its the reason why we study history. to learn from the past and whatever blahs. to know why/how you came to be.

moving forward means improvement right? that's how it should be. but should be's sometimes result to would have's. that is why there is regret. sadly, regret is something that is constantly accumulated... oh so negatively stated.

minsan may mga bagay talaga na hindi mo na maibabalik. kaya nga kailangan mong gumising bukas diba? para subukan ayusin yung kaya mo pang ayusin, bitawan ang nagpupmiglas nang makawala, tapusin ang matagal nang naiwang walang tuldok,iwanan ang mga bagay na sayo ay nagpapabigat, syempre simulan ang mga bagay na dati mo nang ginagawa ngunit sa isang mas mataas na antas. hindi naman hinihiling na magmadali ka, mag jogging, tumakbo...kailangan mo lang gustuhin, ihanda, panindigan, ang mga bagay na nais mong umpisahan.

tandaan mo lang na nagsimula na ang ngayon nang nagpasya kang pumikit kahapon.