Today would be my 5th tardiness for the month so I skipped work.
I feel weird, I have been back to thinking during mornings (you know, the time you wake up and actually get up) I feel weird , like... lonely weird and guilty weird.
Renelyn, a friend of mine at the office stopped talking to me - the friendly type of talk, and at first, I thought she's just having somewhat a prolonged mood swing but yesterday I went to the restroom and she didn't even look me in the eye. That bothered me a lot. Let us say that I had a really foul mood after that. Most likely that's the reason for the lonely weird feeling.
The guilty weird feeling, I think comes from me not going to work today. That instead of working, I went to the mall to buy a book, went to greenhills and bought more stuff and went to trinoma, sang to my hearts content and watched One More Try which I hated very much.
And now I feel like avoiding the mall for a good deal of time :) but good heavens! Today felt good, especially that I bought a new swimwear and of course that I sang my heart out :))
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